Unhappy

I'm everything I don't wanna be right now. Drunk. High. Sweaty. Used. Tired.

Sure I met cuties and made out and smoked and drank with them. But so what? They're meaningless to me.

I don't miss my ex at all. What I do miss is someone to be there for me. Someone to lean on. This single life I live now. I can only rely on myself. My family and friends are there, but only to an extent. The bond is different between me and a significant other. I miss that, the connection.

As I read in Norwegian Wood, all I want is someone who wants to understand me, and for us to understand each other completely. That is love.